My Dearest Heart

Dear Heart,

I just want to say thanks

Since we came into this world together, I never had the need to ask for anything. I never had to ask you to keep beating. You did that for me... You were always there, for me...

Because of me, you have been through heart break and pain. I keep making mistakes that end up getting us hurt. Love is hard. I keep making the wrong choices, but who doesn't? Its hard. I don't know all the answers to life's test, but I think we are figuring things out. No one gets 100% on the first try, am I right? I'm glad I have a friend like you who will go through that with me.

Thank you for being there during the hard times. For keeping me alive. For pushing blood through my veins. Pushing me to keep going. Pushing me to do my best. You never gave up on me. You just kept beating, kept fighting, kept striving. You kept me warm when the rest of me went cold. 

and I could feel that...

Because of you, I can love the things that are close to me; I can feel the world around me and the people that are apart of it; I can live my life knowing that everything will turn out alright. You have let me push you through so many things. and I'm thankful for that. I'm thankful for you, my Heart.

So the least that you could allow me to do, that I will do, is carry you. I will carry you...

Thank you for keeping me alive. Because that's all we're doing, right? Staying alive...

Sincerely- Your Dearest Friend 

p.s. a heart is a heavy burden...but you are a burden that I would not, could not, live without.

-Hancock

Souls in the trees

Nature is our escape from the fake world we call Society.
Nature is our escape from the fake reality we live.
Its whats real...

Nature...

Nature wasn't built
It was created... Just like us
It isn't a world that was built by humanity, by Society, by our minds
It was created... Just like us
It is beautiful... Just like us

We can touch it
You can feel it
You can see it
You can smell it
You can...

hear it...

We were made for each other

We have all these senses and you can use all of them because of Nature

Nature tries to connect with us...

I sometimes think I hear Nature whisper to me...

but all I can hear is the wind blowing...

I feel a connection within me... Why?

I don't know...

Like how the trees ask for me to climb them...

How the grass wants me to lay with it...

How the mountains call me to climb them...

The beaches beg me to walk on them...

How the sky wishes me to look up at her...

The clouds want to race me...

The ocean calls me to swim in her embrace...

How the sun wants to warm my skin...

We don't just feel Nature

Its trying to feel us

Feel what its like to be Human

Nature is trying to connect...

We wonder why Nature is peaceful... 

because it connects with us...

It connects to the soul within us

The souls in the trees, in the grass, in the sun

We are all living

We are all connected

Not built, but created...

Given a soul so that we can live

Only when you go out in Nature and shut out the world you thought you knew, that you can open your eyes to a whole new world....

A whole new view on life...

That you can truly connect...

and feel what its like to have peace...

-Hancock

(P.S: I had this thought when I was getting ready for bed. Not the most convenient time, but It works for me. Goodnight)

Becoming

You don't truly live life,

until you see what it has to offer.

I saw the sun,

peeking through the soft leaves.

I feel the wind,

pushing me towards my dreams

I smell the trees,

being pushed in the breeze.

I taste the water, 

running over my tongue.

I hear the air,

going through my lungs.

I fear the path that's coming

Because I don't know what will come.

I don't know my path, 

and the things that will come.

But I'm afraid to go back.

I wont look back,

 because that's for the weak.

I don't need to look back,

because I'm reaching my peak.

I don't know who I am,

that's why I am climbing.

To see what I can do,

And see, who I am too.

The trail is to hard, 

to head up alone.

But I brought my best friends,

to help me along.

With the help of my friends, 

they help me be strong.

There will be nothing out there, 

I can not overcome.

The climb is steep,

 and the trials aren't small.

But by working together,

We will get through it all.

Now I'm not sure what kind of person I will be,

But...

With the help of my friends,

I have finally begun.

To change into the man,

that I've wished to become.

-Hancock

Living on

What does Death mean?

(first hit play on my first song)

Death:

• the action or fact of dying or being killed; the end of the life of a person or organism.
• the destruction or permanent end of something.

Why do we fear death? The answer-I don't know.But I do believe there is a time and place for death to exist. I believe the reason we all fear death is because we are taught to fear it as a human race. The world makes the face of death look horrifying and scary. We grow up having the understanding that death is something to be feared. Why we fear death is simple. We aren't ready for it. We want to experience life. We want to live. We are afraid of death coming early. 

Well please answer me this then. If you want to live, why don't you?

Why don't you live the life you're given?! We spend all our time wasting it away. Not doing anything to make it enjoyable. Do you think that we are given this life just to waste it!? No we are not!

I Believe In God!

A God who creates. A God who loves each and every one of us. A God that knows my name. Who knows who I am. Who knows that I am here. Who has a plan for me. Who is proud of me. Who is Eternal. Who is helping me through this life so I can live on in the next.I'm not sorry for ranting on about God, because this is what I believe. This is everything I am.

Death is something that is feared because, people fear God. They are afraid of where they will go. What will happen. If we actually go somewhere after death. Afraid of going to Hell. Afraid that they have been living life with the wrong idea in mind. People are afraid of the truth. They want to stay in their little reality world. Not wanting to believe that there is a bigger picture. They don't want to look up from there screens to get a glimpse of the world that they are in.

For those who don't believe in God.What do you believe? 

I just don't understand Death from your perspective. We are born and live our life, and then we are rewarded with death. To permanently end. To cease existing. That just doesn't sound right to me.

The whole world is brainwashed to think that this is the only life we have. That we die and cease to live on. Our whole lives, we are given all these doors of opportunity and choices to choose from. 

Death is just another door. 

Birth: 

• the beginning or coming into existence of something.

Death and Birth are complete opposites. Light and Dark. Birth is the beginning of exiting as someone. Death is just the end of our earthly body. It is not the end of ourselves. Our Spirit/Soul can not be destroyed: it can not end. It continues to live on; to exist. People think that Death is the End. We stop living and cease to exist. Death really is just walking through a door. Who you really are lives on. You are just leaving your body on earth, and going somewhere else. To Heaven maybe, I'm not sure. But that's just the way I look at it. 

Because honestly, I don't want to be afraid of something that I already know is coming. So instead of focusing on the End. I am going to focus on my Life now. So that when the day comes that I die. I can feel like I have truly lived life. Instead of fear it. Live life, don't fear it.

-Hancock